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Sunday, April 10, 2011

aduh

setabah mana aku boleh menjadi selepas kejadian berat ini... sebak masih jua bermain walaupun hati ini sudah menerima ketentuan ini... setiap kali melihat gambarnya, sayu tetap terasa dan bagaikan aku xdapat menahan dan akhirnya tewas jua dalam suatu masa.. tp bagaimana pula dengan dia yg menempuh ini semua? semestinya dia lagi berat penyiksaan yg di hadapi bukan sahaja kehilangan aku tapi dia juga kena menerima org baru dalam hidupnya yg mana bkn pilihannya.. adakah drama ini bagaikan zaman 80-an? aku akan tetap cuba memberi semangat kepadanya dan xmahu melihatnya tersiksa dalam menempuh ini semua..

semua ini kerana aku sayangkan dirinya... kerana sayang, aku xsanggup melihatnya derita... aku akan menemannya.. walau bukan bersama tetapi tetap membantu kerana aku mencintainya sepenuh hatiku...

4 comments:

kuzud™ said...

assalamualaikum bro,

Life is about making decision, maybe its time to pull the trigger, to show who you really are, to prove youre right and they were wrong, fight till you reach the limit, go meet her father/wali/brother, say out your words, explain everything.

Everyone will have crucial time for decision making, maybe once or twice in a life time, for me, regret for not doing nothing is much worst than after taking an action, at least you play your role and did your best.

but if above all that was done, always believed, Allah always prepared the best for us. yeah, ayat klise.

wassalam.

Melisma Tidikay said...

if it is easy as it looks.. even she can't open the door for me to meet her father.. how can I just barge into meeting her father? her family are making all the decision.. i had asked her to meet her parents to make things clearer.. but she can't make a way for me.. i know that not making things to fight and rather being shot dead and seeing her death in front of me is a coward attitude.. but, this is a matter of her family, i cannot just interrupt and says i want to marry her after all that her father had planned so fast... argh... what to do...

kuzud™ said...

berat kes ni. but remember. letting go proves youre stronger than yesterday.

Melisma Tidikay said...

thats why... i will meet her when i get my bike.. just ride to melaka and discuss this matter slowly.. find every way that we could discover along the way until end of the year.. but, even though i had to let her go, i will still help her, be with her through this hard times or hers.. all of this act are because of i loved her.. we will still never hate each other because none of us dump each other... it is because of love, even we are not together.. thanks din.. treasured it...

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